I snapped this picture today at lunch while sitting at Sonic. I just wanted to document my smile today. Today was the first time that I have really smiled in several days. Last week when I received another "Not Yet" it sent me into a state of depression. It always hurts when another month goes by without a pregnancy but this time it was especially painful.
Sixty days is unheard of for me. My cycle is usually very regular. I know from tests that I do ovulate, but I'm pretty sure I didn't last month. I have no idea why. I just felt like my body was giving up and shutting down.
I did the same. I gave up and shut down.
But you guys....you guys lifted me up in prayer. I cannot even begin to say thank you for all your prayers. It is so incredibly humbling to hear someone say I've been on their heart and they pray for me often. Someone I have never met let me know that she has been praying for me daily. I just don't even know what to do with that. I am so thankful. There are just no words.
We serve a God who never leaves us. He is with us always even in our darkest days.
It has felt so good to smile today and to praise God through the storm.